Remember?

Its kinda funny how one thing can trigger all these memories. How one little piece inside joke, chill day, or a moment that made you cry your eyes out from laughing out so much it brings that moment back. The brain is like a wonderful treasure box that carries all these memories. sometimes these "treasures" need to be a bit polished to shine again. But each little memory is a gift. The gift that gave you the ability to laugh your ass out. The gift to remember someone. The gift of learning. The gift to recognize the friends that you have. The gift to remember these memories. Its truly a wonderful gift.

But the downfall of memories is remembering the things you don't want to. those certain things that you want to keep on the way bottom of the treasure chest. but somehow it tends to find its way back to the top from time to time. You get theses feelings of hopelessness, shaking your head from side to side just dissappointed of what it could of been. You remember the things that you dearly and a second *snap* gone in a blink. Some treasure that you held onto but later it just slips out of your hands. Or a time that you've been just hurt. a cut right on the heart. It heals up, but you know a bit of the scars are still there to remind you of how you felt. This part is a curse.

Well i've been pretty much done a lot of thinking and a lot of reminicsing. it all started with this whole end of the year, yearbook signing, crying fest, and promises to hang. Idk it just triggered me to think about this. I had some people write in my yearbook and i would go back and read them. It just kinda caught me off guard of how much people tend to get all emotional and nice once they know you'll be leaving. Warms my heart how some people remember the little inside jokes, when we first became friends, or just saying how much they will miss me. It touches my heart. its beautiful. it just brings back so much old memories i had back in the day. Idk to me remembering these memories are like finding that dollar you didnt know you had in your pocket.
so it seems like its a big suprise. its just great. i know ill miss all these people. cuz i really do cherish every single memories i had with these people.