i'm in this situation where i know i've done wrong and i feel completely horrible about it. I feel like a hypocrite. Honesty is what i lived by and yet, i did the exact opposite. i lied. not only that dragged someone else in. I feel horrible. i don't deserve the better place. i know the only person that will understand is you... yet i just glare at your highlighted screen name and i can't double click it to talk to you. Why is it that i can just open up to you and feel like everything will be fine? and now... i'm back in this circle. I'm sorry................................