BitterSweet.

i hate dreams.
i hate it espically when you know it can't magically come true.
but dreams are dreams. it just sometimes shows us our inner desires. Some just we really want. you know ambitions, goals, aspirations, and sometimes things we want but we can't admit we want it. but i just had a dream that just revealed me somethings that i honestly didn't want to see. It wasn't a nightmare, more just of a dream that isnt gonna come true. so its more of a downer dream. boo..

well... on the upside. I seriously did not have a great saturday night like this in a lonnng time. Well after getting the whole "you can't go to the christmas party" from my mom was a total bummer. We got up at 8 oclock, got ready to head down to big bear. But before we headed down there, we stopped by the auto shop to pick up my mom's car (some retarded girl hit it when my mom's car was parked). This auto shop was like also like a car dealership place. so while we were waiting for our car, my dad had me look around for a potential car. =)

Oh my gosh. i just want a freaking maroon colored bmw. ><

Hello world. Meet Ted, the bear. =)

Overall. AMAZING NIGHT! =)
Thank you for the present leann, nikki, andy, & caro <3>

I just love it when nights like these just totally just washes away the other bad days i've had. With the two days home alone cuz of my test. AND THEN ALL my test getting cancelled on friday -__- and just crazy xmas shopping at puente & Yeah. Eagle Dos & Caro knows wsp. But i really dont give a hoot. so whatevers. BUT Xmas party + Annums house= THE best way to start off break! =) I love you guys!

Well its now THREE DAYS UNTIL CHRISTMAS!!!!

& Guess what? Im going back up to the mountains again for Christmasss! =)
& also possible New years party/ Ice Skating/ Beach during break?

Also i needa find a JOB!!!!!
so i'll be looking. =)

Man. senior year is getting better. i love it. Gooooooooooooood bye 2008.
HELLO 09! Shit. im graduating sooonnnnn!! Collegeee! =)

You know... There are times when things are just out of our reach and cant really make a change if we tried. but what we have control over is just how we just do things this year. so make the best out of it. Even with the sweet & bitter moments. After all. Life is like box of chocolate, you never know what chu gonna get. =)

Just like in nacho libre,
XOXOXOXOxoxoxXOX,
Ohhsarang

Song of the day:
Can't Believe it- Jackie Boyz